Keepin it real.........................2/27

Alright, so yesterday after weigh-in I had to stop and really check myself, I mean I was down on myself and I was all what happened I worked so hard yada yada! But the truth is I need to just Keep It Real!

Last week I was lazy as hell, I ate what I wanted I just counted the points (that don't make it ok) I did not drink enough water and I just plain did not feel like doing anything, so then I go to weigh-in and I wonder why I did not get to my 5% well that is why! All of that, I mean I know that I am not going to see results unless I make them happen so I should have known it was not going to happen. 

So I just wanted to be real about that. 

So now it is a new week and I am treating it like the first week and I am going to work very hard to take off the .8 and then some. 

Here is too a good week! 

Thanks for reading~
fatgirlsaywhat~
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2 sides to every blog! 2/26

Well today is not my best day! Weigh-in for me was not good, I gained .8lbs I am sad! I cried to my mommy about it and she really made me feel better about it, I mean I have come a good distance from where I was, I was 19 lbs heavier and I was eating like a fool I was out of breath more then now and I was un-happy! So I have a lot of was going on. Even though I have these things that I am proud of I just can not get over the fact that I still gained. On my ride home from the meeting I tried to think of all the things that I did wrong: I mean we ate out a lot, I did not walk enough, I stayed within points but I was not within the best food choices. I was not wanting to do anything this past week, I just was lazy and tired, and really not being 100%! At the meeting today there was a quote up that said "If you kinda work the program it kinda works, and if you really work the program it really works" SO TRUE! Because I was lazy! That is just true. I will be better next week :) MOVING ON:

~**Congratulations Nikki**~
I am so proud of her, she made it too her 5% and I am just overjoyed for her. She was very humble about it because she was worried about me and my numbers but like I told her lets celebrate you are at 5% she got her 5% sticker and got to sign the board! I love ya Nikki you are doing well! 

On a good note about me! I feel physically good and I have a pic posted of some change I made :) Check it out on my blog!

Weigh in Tomorrow, Nervous then a mutha................What!

So tomorrow is weigh in and it is more important tomorrow to me then in past weeks. Nikki and I have a chance too both get to our 5% tomorrow and I am hoping that we get to celebrate it together. I don't think it will be as exciting if we don't do it at the same time, but whatever happens I will be alright! 

This week has been good, I don't feel like I was "out of control" I made all the food choices I wanted and I did NOT use my emotions to guide me. I was in point range everyday except 1 and I went over by 7! I mean I know that I could have just passed on the thing that took me over but I did not so I will not go on about it. 

Something I was thinking about was that I am not sure if anyone else feels like this but whenever I eat something no matter what I feel like I just gained 100 lbs, I mean I just feel like I gained back what I lost. I know it is not true but I am just saying that is what it feels like. I often feel better after I workout and then I feel like a "loser" again! 

10,000 Step Challenge:

I started this yesterday and it consist of you trying to get in 10,000 steps everyday it is sponsored by Fifth Third Bank and at the end of the challenge they will host a HUGE 5k race. The program says that if you are not a normal walker or on the go person you should just strive to get in as close to 10,000 that you can. I have never in my life thought about all the steps we take everyday in life, I mean if you go to the bathroom, kitchen, door etc. it all adds up! I was like in the words of Kevin Bacon "Jump Back" so far today I have stepped 1,256 steps, I just took off the pedometer that they provided because I am going to have to find a new place to hold it, I kept resetting it :(  I am thinking that I will get the kind that you wear like a watch, maybe I will buy that when I hit 30lbs. I think I will :) Mark my words 5+ friends :) I will get a new handy dandy watch pedometer :) 

So I am going to do some wii boxing and watch The Lion King with Charleigh and just look forward to tomorrow :) 

Thanks for reading~

fatgirlsaywhat~

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