I am not going to make this to long, I am just going to say that I really fucked up today with my points, I used 101 pts today :( I was having a bad day and I used food as a way to make it a good day. Why you might wonder, I mean I am doing so well I have lost I have changed, I mean hell I just posted a whole blog on me being so different. Well I am just as much in wonderment. I am going to walk today, I am going to be proud of what I did do which is track I mean even though I was OUTRAGEOUS I still tracked everything I put in my mouth. I guess I should have known this was going to be a bad day, I mean really I went to subway and I ordered a fucking dozen cookies a damn dozen! SHAME is an understatement. I am pissed at me, I knew when I went to subway that I can only order one cookie otherwise I will eat more then one, I have to say I did NOT eat the whole dozen I had 4 of them I froze the rest. I am going to put those fuckers in the trash. FINAL! I did not even enjoy the 3 or 4 cookie I just ate them because I wanted to feel sorry for myself and decided to say hey I already fucked up the day I should just go for the glory. UGH..........anyway, I know two things one is today is done and I can not take it back but what I can do is remember this the next time I want to eat some cookies, remember that I don't feel good about myself not at all, the other thing I know is that I did track and I can for sure count on the fact that tomorrow is for sure a new day and I will start back over!
Until tomorrow thanks for reading:
fatgirlsaywhat~
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