~**Weigh-in**~

What UPppppppp!!!!!! I said that in my gangsta voice :)

Well today was weigh-in for me and my PIC(Nikki)! I just have to say we are really working hard............I will say that now, because in a min I will talk about the yummy food we had! lol!
So Nikki is down .8lbs :) GO GIRL! That is really good considering she does not have to far to go :) I am PROUD of that lady!

I am done 2lbs. I could not believe it, I mean I did not have a good food week, but I made sure to track even when the words looking back read like a nightmare more so then a lady on a plan, I also walked EVERYDAY on my Treadmill *So grateful for that* and I have been drinking more water then I know what to do with. Real proud today, not just because of the lost but because of the feeling that I had before I did weigh-in, I was alright with not losing a big number or anything at all and so for acceptance and self understanding I am proud! I am almost at 15lbs lost I can not believe it, I mean it does not feel like work, just on the treadmill but really other then that it just feels good! Makes me wanna say...............Sun in the skyyyyyyy you know how I feel............LOL!
Today after weigh-in we treated ourselves to a movie, a free one, the best kind. During the movie (The Roommate) we had some yummy snacks, Nachos and Chocolate Pretzels.......and after we had Chinese! I mean we really treated ourselves! LOL! A lot of point's but we don't always go so that was all to the good :) Looking forward to a good week *Keeping my fingers crossed*
Until then thanks for reading,
fatgirlsaywhat~
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Snow day number 2!

YAWN :O Still kinda tired, I came out of the bedroom and into the world, that made me feel a lot better. I forgot that I need to get my blood work done so I will do that sometime this weekend.

Had my water today and now I am about to have some lunch ( late lunch) and then walk, maybe I should walk first. Hmmmm............I think I will!

Not really much going on to talk about so I will keep this one short and sweet! I did make the cookies from WW, so good it is stupid! lol :) 2pts each not so bad but you can not just have one they are a little devil of a treat.

Looking forward to Saturday, hoping to get a movie in with my PIC Nikki, I hope we lost some weight so that we will feel good about treating ourselves :)

Till tomorrow thanks for reading
FatGirlSayWhat~
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Oh yeah, something good about myself, I can sleep for long periods of time :) lol! JK, really I guess I will say I am a good singer :)

Lazy............Fat..............Unproductive :(

Ugh........

Alright, so today I am not feeling it, nothing, I don't want to do anything :( WHY? IDK! I wish I did. I did get on the treadmill and drink my water, but I just don't feel it. I am not sure what is going on with this pause of motivation, but I really hope it is just a pause.
Because of this lack of motivation, I have done nothing really today just chill all day long....................UGH! tomorrow will be better.......................FINAL!
I hope everyone is having a good day! I did TRACK today, but I have to be honest and say that I got on the scale because I just wanted to see, and I lost a pound. I don't know why I am not happy maybe because I looked before I was supposed to but I am not going to do that again. Anyway, I thank you for reading............till tomorrow!
fatgirlsaywhat~
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A Storm is Brewing................and McDonalds for Dinner!

Burrr...........................The Storm is coming The storm is coming....................YIKES! Tomorrow will be a good one because the kids will be home and we can get our clean on :) They most likely are not happy about that, but I am! You can burn some calories by cleaning and each cal burned = activity points which = more food if you want to use it! I don't but I LOVE seeing it on my WW home page ;) LOVE IT! * I said that like weezie on Dragon Tails*

So on to dinner...............MCDonalds, Yeah, I know I said I was avoiding it at all cost but today Chuck got a good deal on it and so we have 50 Chicken Nuggets *Eekkkkkkkkk* and fries, so I was like awww shit.............I am eating some nuggets, well I did I had the points for them and so I had 10 nuggets and some fries, needless to say I feel like a bloated fish, so off to the treadmill I am going, I am only able to give 3-4mins without feeling like I have a car on my chest but just doing a few mins will make me feel better! I am going to try to get on twice everyday for a few mins each time, I was on this morning and I tried to see if I could end it with a light jog............I did but I almost flew off the treadmill! LOL! All in all not bad! 

Anyway, I am not going to beat myself about the nuggets, I am going to be happy that I got to enjoy them and that is that! I hope that everyone is well, and too all of you 4 who read this THANKS A LOT! It helps me to stay going knowing that at least one two or even maybe three people care about what is going on in my life <3 

Until tomorrow Thanks for reading

fatgirlsaywhat~

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I'll take a nice tall glass of ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,WATER!

Hey everyone: 

It is official, I am a water lover! I can not believe that me of all people can say that for a fact I LOVE Water! I mean, I don't even really think of another option, and for that I am saying Hellz Yeah! lol! 

Anyway, this morning was AWESOME! I got up and got on my treadmill and walked, now this is a manual one and I am not kidding you when I say, that sucker is not easy peasy at all. I almost flew my ass right into the dining room while trying to get my walk on. I had to keep it at a fast pace and was able to hang for 4 mins. I know that is not a longtime for some but shit, let me tell you this I was like the big bad wolf in here, huffing and puffing. lol! I felt good when I was done though and I really must say that is worth me blowing down the house. Food wise, still tracking like mad, EVERYTHING! It is amazing all the things we put in our mouths * I mean that in a total clean way* lol! But really I mean a bite here a sip there and the next thing you know you have eaten or drank a shit ton. So I always track like it is my lifeline. 

I am so happy because I am happy, I feel good baby I feel good all over! lol :) That song is stuck in my head. I mean I am really thinking that this is a new life for me, one I want and need so bad, one that means I can live and one day, I will be able to get on that treadmill and show it who is boss!!!!!!!! When that day comes I will be so EXCITED :)

My PIC *Nikki* is not feeling to hot today :( That sucks and we did not get our phone time in today, so I am not to sure how her day is going, but because she does not feel good, I am going to send her some blog lovin so her you go smoooccccchhhhhh! Feel better chica ;) 

Until tomorrow, 

Thanks for reading

fatgirlsaywhat~

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Sunday

Hey yall! ( I said that like Paula Dean)


Well it is the day after our fantastic weigh-in and for some reason even though I am feeling good and proud of myself I just want to self sabotage, I don't know why I always do this sort of thing. I am I guess afraid of doing well, afraid that I will do well and then mess up or something. I don't know! I do know that yesterday I stayed within my points but I did want to eat something sweet, so I made whole wheat pancakes from scratch with a little vanilla and put syrup on them and had some Turkey Bacon, it did the trick and I felt good because it was a meal and it was very filling. I felt better afterward as well because I did not have the treat that I wanted at first, I know you can have them if you have the points but I also know that if I do that it will make the process take longer and I want to learn to eat a better balance of food. I have almost completely given up pop :) I am happy about that, this has just been a secret goal I have been having with myself, I only drink diet anyway, but I wanted to just drink water with the occasional diet pop or juice, I know things are looking up for me and down on the scale and I love that, I love feeling like I might be able to pull this off, I have to lose 11 lbs and then I am going to post my weight! I am EXCITED to get to that point, I have never shared my weight with anyone (kinda did with Nikki on Sat, but I swore her to keep it  secret)  lol! I feel like if I put it out there I will have to be more determined to lose. I HOPE! lol, otherwise, I am feeling good, I got the treadmill so I am just waiting for Chuck to help me with it today. I am proud of myself and I am proud of Nikki, I am going to learn to be okay with success, because I plan on having a lot more of them.
Something positive about me: I am funny! (at least I am to myself)
Till tomorrow thanks for reading
fatgirlsaywhat~
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