Man I feel good................FREAKING GOOD!

So, I feel so good and so happy! I feel like wow this might be possible I might be able to really pull this off. I am can not believe how much I changed my life............I am a Weight Watcher :) I am singing that it the old Wheel Of Fortune tune for Wheel Watcher. lol

So weigh-in was today and let me first off say, I was not looking for big numbers this week,I was not thinking anything really, I just wanted in the words of my PIC "not gain just maintain" she is a rapper :) LOL! First lets start with Mrs. Nikki, can we say awesome person, friend, mom, wife, sister but most of all Weight Watcher's Buddy! Nikki is more excited for me every week then she is for herself, she just makes me even that much more excited about my weight loss :) For that I say THANK YOU! Besides that she is kicking ass in her weight-loss, she is nearing her 5% and I am super PROUD of her :)

I am also SUPER proud of me, I am down 18.8lbs FUCK YEAH! I am so close to my 5% I can taste it!

Besides weight loss we are learning so many things so many truths about ourselves and our food fight, I mean learning how to handle ourselves when we feel the need to binge eat you know when life gets hard. I mean real truths, the kind that almost make you pissed that you learned them because it leaves you completely responsible for you, your eating and not eating excuse making and not excuse making! I LOVE WW! lol.

Something else is that I want to be different, I want to work-out I want to eat better, this weekend I passed up swimming and lounging to walk at a 10.9 incline for 15mins ;) I am new damn it I am new :)

Thanks for reading!
Until next week
fatgirlsaywhat~
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Me + Money = Bad Food!

So I am not able to have money :( When I do I often find myself pulling into fast food restaurants :( I mean I am NOT over my points, but I know that the best way to get my weight off is too stay away from that kind of stuff, sadly I know this about myself yet I still do it YIKES! I am going to HELP myself. Today I had Burger King for breakfast and a Culver's sundae after dinner! I don't feel bad about it, because I know I am not going to have it often but I still need to GET THIS UNDER CONTROL! Why am I posting this??? because I think that if I post it I will have to be accountable for my actions. I HOPE! Anyway that is enough about this for tonight! I have some walking to do. That is something good, I am on my Treadmill EVERYDAY!
Thanks so much for reading whoever is :)

Super Bowl Sunday.....................BORED!

Evening all............

So today I am having a bored and annoyed day.....I think I need some fucking Prozac..............

Anywho this is not a blog about my bad day so let me move on, I am really trying to make sure that today I stick to eating under my points, only because yesterday, I had all kinds of crap that was not good so today I am hoping to make-up by cutting back, is that possible? I wonder!
Something I want to address is emotional eating..............are you a victim? I AM!
So everytime I am pissed or sad or whatever I want to eat, I just want to eat something bad, this just happened, I mean I wanted to eat! I did not because then I choose to get on here an post!
So back to the eating, I don't know why I want to eat when I am upset? Why would I want to do something that in the long run will only hurt one person and that person is me. I have always done this and I think it was in the past because I would be mad and I could not do anything about it, so I would eat something Yummy because it would make me feel happy and that would take care of my not being able to stand up to who I wanted too. Now why? Learned, fear.......comfort whatever it is, I hate it and I am not going to let it cripple me anymore. I was thinking what can I do when I feel this urge?? Hmmm............I will blog, walk take deep breaths :) I am going to tackle*football pun* this problem and I will overcome it once and for all :)
Going to make myself some bean burritos for dinner :) YUM!
Thanks so much for taking time to read this.
until tomorrow
fatgirlsaywhat~
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Something good about me: Today is that I stopped and thought and changed my direction!