Saturday, July 30, 2011
A couple of new pics!
I will post a couple of pics before and after to see if we can tell the difference :)
I can see change :) I am not where I want to be but I am happy I am on my way!
Goodbye 80's Hello 70's :)
Hello!
So I am very happy to say that I am officially out of the 80's :) WOOT WOOT!
I went to weigh-in today and I lost 2.2lbs bringing my total weight loss to 45lbs :) I am currently 378.4lbs and I am happy that I am out of them 80's, I am almost to a mini goal that I set for myself which is 375, I was 375lbs when I had Charleigh and I know that is not skinny by any means but I would just like to be there again and then leave it quickly :)
Before I go on let me say that my PIC Nikki was not at weigh-in today to celebrate with me, she was in Las Vegas cheering on her champion cheerleader Raven! She is a mommy first and so I would much rather see her and her beautiful family there supporting there daughter/sister then to be with me at weigh-in, but I have to tell you I did miss her :( Not the same without her at all.
Alright so here we go, I was thinking to myself today during weigh-in and after about the 45lbs that I lost and I swear I don't remember those 45lbs on me, and sometimes I look at myself and even though I have lost that much weight I still feel horrible sometimes about myself, I look at pics and I still think GROSS! But I know that I am still working and one of these days I will look at a pic of me and smile and be like wow! that is change. One thing I have to remind myself all the time is that I am lighter and imagine if I still had that weight on me the pics would look even worse to me, so for that I am grateful :) I am happy with the results this week, and I am looking forward to seeing results next week as well :) I am almost at 50lbs and that will be a grand day!
I have plans to keep working this week and trying, and I also lost 1 points plus value! That is sweeeetttttt............yeah! So yeah that is all for this one.
Until next week, thanks for reading
fatgirlsaywhat~
V!
PS: I have only stopped adding my photo because I always leave my purse with my book in another room but next week I WILL make sure I post it :)
So I am very happy to say that I am officially out of the 80's :) WOOT WOOT!
I went to weigh-in today and I lost 2.2lbs bringing my total weight loss to 45lbs :) I am currently 378.4lbs and I am happy that I am out of them 80's, I am almost to a mini goal that I set for myself which is 375, I was 375lbs when I had Charleigh and I know that is not skinny by any means but I would just like to be there again and then leave it quickly :)
Before I go on let me say that my PIC Nikki was not at weigh-in today to celebrate with me, she was in Las Vegas cheering on her champion cheerleader Raven! She is a mommy first and so I would much rather see her and her beautiful family there supporting there daughter/sister then to be with me at weigh-in, but I have to tell you I did miss her :( Not the same without her at all.
Alright so here we go, I was thinking to myself today during weigh-in and after about the 45lbs that I lost and I swear I don't remember those 45lbs on me, and sometimes I look at myself and even though I have lost that much weight I still feel horrible sometimes about myself, I look at pics and I still think GROSS! But I know that I am still working and one of these days I will look at a pic of me and smile and be like wow! that is change. One thing I have to remind myself all the time is that I am lighter and imagine if I still had that weight on me the pics would look even worse to me, so for that I am grateful :) I am happy with the results this week, and I am looking forward to seeing results next week as well :) I am almost at 50lbs and that will be a grand day!
I have plans to keep working this week and trying, and I also lost 1 points plus value! That is sweeeetttttt............yeah! So yeah that is all for this one.
Until next week, thanks for reading
fatgirlsaywhat~
V!
PS: I have only stopped adding my photo because I always leave my purse with my book in another room but next week I WILL make sure I post it :)
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Back To Life.......Back To Reality!
Hey everyone,
So I have been a blogging bs'er :( SORRY!
So here I am ready to update and get back on track.
We went to weigh-in on Saturday and I stayed the same 380.6! I was not happy and I was not mad but I was disappointed because I know that I have not been doing my best, I mean if I were doing my best I would be so much more closer to my goal. I am almost another 16 weeks in and I have only lost about 5lbs :( I lost 35 lbs in the last 16 weeks. I feel like an idiot, I am paying for WW every month, I am paying 40$ to go and listen to the meeting (which I enjoy very much) but at the same time, I am not using my skills like I should. I have not been working out and I have started to slack on my tracking.
I have always been upfront with myself and the people who read this about my crap and I am not going to stop now, I have been terrible at tracking, guessing and not using my messuring spoons when it is time to make my plate, just eye balling things.
Well yesterday when we went to weigh-in, I came home and I told Chuck about it, and I said "I am so sick of staying at the same weight!" and he said to me "well what do you expect? You have given up on your self, you stop going to the gym and working out that is what is going to happen" Now after he said this I thought to myself HOW DARE HE? But you know what how dare he not, I mean that is what he should do, I needed him to call me out on my shit. He did not say it to hurt me, he did not point out the fact that we have had snickers that "disapered" from the house. No, he just told me what was VERY true, I was giving up on myself. So I got on the phone and I called fitness 19 and I asked them what I have to do to come back and they let me know that I just needed to pay my 18$ balance and I could get back to business. Well I am going to pay on Wednesday, and I am BACK there, in the meantime I will workout here at the house, I already started this morning with my manual treadmill :) I feel better already. I am going to stop giving up on myself and start remembering that I can do this.
Nikki:
So Nik is doing well, she is almost at her 10% and I am really proud of her, she has been dong water aerobics in her family pool ;) LUCKY! And yesterday she wore a shirt that I got for her when we first started WW and she looked like she was swimming in it :) YOU GO GIRL! lol! So she is doing well, and is off to Vegas. I will miss my WW buddy while she is gone but I am hoping that we both have some good number news to share with each other when she gets back :)
So yeah, that is that. I am going to make sure I work hard all this week and get my booty back into the gym and remember that I can and will lose more weight :)
Thanks for reading
fatgirlsaywhat~
V!
So I have been a blogging bs'er :( SORRY!
So here I am ready to update and get back on track.
We went to weigh-in on Saturday and I stayed the same 380.6! I was not happy and I was not mad but I was disappointed because I know that I have not been doing my best, I mean if I were doing my best I would be so much more closer to my goal. I am almost another 16 weeks in and I have only lost about 5lbs :( I lost 35 lbs in the last 16 weeks. I feel like an idiot, I am paying for WW every month, I am paying 40$ to go and listen to the meeting (which I enjoy very much) but at the same time, I am not using my skills like I should. I have not been working out and I have started to slack on my tracking.
I have always been upfront with myself and the people who read this about my crap and I am not going to stop now, I have been terrible at tracking, guessing and not using my messuring spoons when it is time to make my plate, just eye balling things.
Well yesterday when we went to weigh-in, I came home and I told Chuck about it, and I said "I am so sick of staying at the same weight!" and he said to me "well what do you expect? You have given up on your self, you stop going to the gym and working out that is what is going to happen" Now after he said this I thought to myself HOW DARE HE? But you know what how dare he not, I mean that is what he should do, I needed him to call me out on my shit. He did not say it to hurt me, he did not point out the fact that we have had snickers that "disapered" from the house. No, he just told me what was VERY true, I was giving up on myself. So I got on the phone and I called fitness 19 and I asked them what I have to do to come back and they let me know that I just needed to pay my 18$ balance and I could get back to business. Well I am going to pay on Wednesday, and I am BACK there, in the meantime I will workout here at the house, I already started this morning with my manual treadmill :) I feel better already. I am going to stop giving up on myself and start remembering that I can do this.
Nikki:
So Nik is doing well, she is almost at her 10% and I am really proud of her, she has been dong water aerobics in her family pool ;) LUCKY! And yesterday she wore a shirt that I got for her when we first started WW and she looked like she was swimming in it :) YOU GO GIRL! lol! So she is doing well, and is off to Vegas. I will miss my WW buddy while she is gone but I am hoping that we both have some good number news to share with each other when she gets back :)
So yeah, that is that. I am going to make sure I work hard all this week and get my booty back into the gym and remember that I can and will lose more weight :)
Thanks for reading
fatgirlsaywhat~
V!
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