Feeling like a princess on ice :) 3/12/2011

Today was weigh-in for me and Nikki and Sonja ;) (Nik's sister)
Anyway: Weigh in was good, I was down a pound and so I still don't weigh 400lbs! I feel so good about that.


I am also happy to report that my gurl NIK did not gain and just maintained :) I think that maintaining is really hard because it means that you have to really be on your A game :) So you go girl! Love you!

Today is going to be so fun, I am off to see Disney Princess's on ice with my little princess Charleigh, I will call this a non-food reward :)

Not really much to talk about feeling good, tracking and accepting ;)
Thanks for reading!
Until next time~
fatgirlsaywhat:
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Hump day! I am so nervous about Sat!

So I just thought I would post the fact that I am so afraid of weighing in this week, I don't want to gain and be back to 400lb that would be so sad :( Wish me luck friends :)

To Tell The Truth!

Telling the truth! What does that mean? I mean I tell the truth as much as the next person but I am not above telling a lie. I mean I have before and I will again. That was not awesome to say huh? Oh well.
Anyway, the point is that I have lied before and I will again but the biggest lies have always been the ones I told too myself, I mean it could be anything from, "you don't look that fat" too "that looks like a serving" whatever it has been in the past, I hope it never is again in the future. 
This week I learned some truth's about me, one of them is that I have some good people in my life who when I drop a bomb shell like how much I weigh don't even blink, *good job* I was so scared to post it, I swear I thought my damn laptop would burst from the information, however nothing happened, wait something happened, I started to stop worrying about how someone would feel about my numbers, and I just started worrying about how I felt about my numbers. 
Here goes some more truth, I am FREAKIN scared of next weeks weigh-in, I mean it could be that when I go get on the scale I will weigh 400lbs again :O I am as scared as a gold fish in a shark tank! lol! I don't EVER in my life want to know what 400lbs feels like again. I never want to here it or say it EVER EVER EVER! I am not sure if you guys get it or not but I mean EVER! lol! 
So yeah those are some to tell the truths that I am telling, one other truth is that I am really grateful for all of you that read this I know that a lot more then 5 people read this ;) I really appreaciate it and am happy to have someone or someones on Team FatGirlSayWhat <3
Until next time thanks for reading
fatgirlsaywhat~
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