Heyyyyy............
So I started back to the gym last week and I must say I am really happy that I did! I feel so good when I leave. I cannot believe that I let myself forget how good it feels to move. Well I will not harp on that, I will just keep moving forward.
Today:
I went to the gym this morning a little later than I like too because it was my first day with the trainer. I was happy that my friend was able to go with me as well. Well when we started out it was a little sore on my arms but as we got into it I just started to really enjoy it. I have a lot of work to do but I also have a lot of time to do it, I am not in a race so I have to keep that in mind. I did weigh in and I was the same weight as last week :( but I am not going to fret because I know that will start to change and believe me when it does you will know about it :)
Thinking:
So I have been approved to have Gastric Bypass and at first I was like HELL YEAH! I was thinking it was a way to get a large amount of weight off and then workout and get in shape, I started to think in my head that my work was done because I was lucky enough to have to surgery. I started to become so lazy and just do NOTHING and I mean nothing. I was eating and making excuses and then I found out that it is not just a walk in and have the surgery done kind of situation. I would still have to work hard and I would still have to change things. It was in fact no quick fix, so I started to feel even worse and then one thing led to another and I stopped caring, WELLLLLL I am over that and I am back in my right frame of mind, as far as the surgery goes, I have decided that I still want it, I need that extra help, I know I am doing it for me and I know that in my lifetime I want to do so many things, I want to run and the number one thing I want to do is take a hike with my kids! I know that this is possible with hard work and I am going to get there.................trust me, soon enough you will see me with pics and a hiking stick :)
Thank you so much for reading~
Fatgirlsaywhat!
Until next week~
V!
