Hello!
So I am very happy to say that I am officially out of the 80's :) WOOT WOOT!
I went to weigh-in today and I lost 2.2lbs bringing my total weight loss to 45lbs :) I am currently 378.4lbs and I am happy that I am out of them 80's, I am almost to a mini goal that I set for myself which is 375, I was 375lbs when I had Charleigh and I know that is not skinny by any means but I would just like to be there again and then leave it quickly :)
Before I go on let me say that my PIC Nikki was not at weigh-in today to celebrate with me, she was in Las Vegas cheering on her champion cheerleader Raven! She is a mommy first and so I would much rather see her and her beautiful family there supporting there daughter/sister then to be with me at weigh-in, but I have to tell you I did miss her :( Not the same without her at all.
Alright so here we go, I was thinking to myself today during weigh-in and after about the 45lbs that I lost and I swear I don't remember those 45lbs on me, and sometimes I look at myself and even though I have lost that much weight I still feel horrible sometimes about myself, I look at pics and I still think GROSS! But I know that I am still working and one of these days I will look at a pic of me and smile and be like wow! that is change. One thing I have to remind myself all the time is that I am lighter and imagine if I still had that weight on me the pics would look even worse to me, so for that I am grateful :) I am happy with the results this week, and I am looking forward to seeing results next week as well :) I am almost at 50lbs and that will be a grand day!
I have plans to keep working this week and trying, and I also lost 1 points plus value! That is sweeeetttttt............yeah! So yeah that is all for this one.
Until next week, thanks for reading
fatgirlsaywhat~
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PS: I have only stopped adding my photo because I always leave my purse with my book in another room but next week I WILL make sure I post it :)
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