First off I want to say a HUGE congrats to my P.I.C Nikki :) 3.6 LB. weight loss :) I am soooooo sooooo proud of her! YOU GO GIRL <3 I want to celebrate her victory, she did AWESOME! I love her and she kicked ass :)
Now on to me:
I am really disappointed in myself, I lost .2lbs and I feel like a real failure. I mean I know that I had a hard week and I know that any loss is better then no loss, I just still feel bad, I am just upset, but at the same time I am getting over it! I did cry *AT THE MEETING* LOSER! But on the way home after talking to Nikki(THANKS) I thought 2 things, one I am not perfect and I am going to have to remember that this a slow process but a good one :) I feel better, I am not 100% but I will do better this week, I know where I went wrong and I will not let that happen this week. I don't even want to spend to much time on feeling bad, I cried over it and I vented like a mad women to Nikki so I feel better, I got an Apple and some Peanut Butter toast and a vanilla smoothie (thanks nik) and I moving one! It is really a NEW DAY* (thats for you nik, i was listening)
LOL, it IS a new day! :D We ALL are hard on ourselves from time to time. You just need to focus on today ;) I know you don't believe it or don't want to hear it right now but GOOD JOB TODAY! <3
ReplyDeleteAAwww V!! don't be so hard on yourself and you cry when you want! it's great that you at least lost and didn't gain!! I'm still proud of you :-)
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Aww....Thanks a lot Marlene :) I am feeling better, I know that every week is not going to be a fantastic week, I just feel like having a pity party for myself, but I am not having it with food for once instead I am having it with my blogging :) Thanks for reading!
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