I am not going to make this to long, I am just going to say that I really fucked up today with my points, I used 101 pts today :( I was having a bad day and I used food as a way to make it a good day. Why you might wonder, I mean I am doing so well I have lost I have changed, I mean hell I just posted a whole blog on me being so different. Well I am just as much in wonderment. I am going to walk today, I am going to be proud of what I did do which is track I mean even though I was OUTRAGEOUS I still tracked everything I put in my mouth. I guess I should have known this was going to be a bad day, I mean really I went to subway and I ordered a fucking dozen cookies a damn dozen! SHAME is an understatement. I am pissed at me, I knew when I went to subway that I can only order one cookie otherwise I will eat more then one, I have to say I did NOT eat the whole dozen I had 4 of them I froze the rest. I am going to put those fuckers in the trash. FINAL! I did not even enjoy the 3 or 4 cookie I just ate them because I wanted to feel sorry for myself and decided to say hey I already fucked up the day I should just go for the glory. UGH..........anyway, I know two things one is today is done and I can not take it back but what I can do is remember this the next time I want to eat some cookies, remember that I don't feel good about myself not at all, the other thing I know is that I did track and I can for sure count on the fact that tomorrow is for sure a new day and I will start back over!
Until tomorrow thanks for reading:
fatgirlsaywhat~
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Well in the words of Miley Cyrus, "Everybody makes mistakes, everybody has those days" lol You are still doing great! You wrote everything down and held yourself accountable for all the pts you had. Be proud of yourself, you are human after all ;) Today is a new day and I will be calling you to make sure you did not go buy anything outside of a grocery store! :P
ReplyDeleteI must have missed this post... I am glad that you did not let this take full control of your plan and you kept going. We are going to struggle to get there, otherwise we would already be there. I love your new background and the way you have your page set up! You and Nikki both continue to be my inspirations :) LOVE YOU GUYS!!! xoxox
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